the last days..

shall disaster continue striking this sin-filled world? you have your plans Lord. for nothing happens without you knowing. but why?? they're dying, suffering, this termoil never seem to end. forgive us Lord. if it is your wrath, humbly we ask, please forgive us.

tears started rolling down my cheek as i saw a fellow mate post's, reading,

BREAKING NEWS.! 8.8 earthquake hits Chile. Tsunami warnings issued for 53 nations. This includes Australia, Japan, Phillipines, Hawaii, all of south, north and central America. The Pacific Tsunami Warning Center issued a tsunami warning, the highest level of a tsunami alert, for the entire Pacific.
http://www.bloomberg.com/apps/news?pid=20601087&sid=age4Lcp1fSEc&pos=8

what the hell? after Haiti, now Chile?? my god.. im here reading about their agony and all i can afford to do is PRAY for them. so many lives gone, what more without receiving salvation? for the survivers, give them the courage and boldness they need to move on. i know i cant. sigh.

if this is a sign for the end of the days, http://agards-bible-timeline.com/q8_signsofthetimes_lastdays.html ( a good read for non-christians also ) let it happen as you want it to.

all this years, growing up in the knowledge of Christ and the church, i always knew that the last days are yet to come and no one knows when, where, how etc.

"No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father." "Two men will be in the field; one will be taken and the other left. Two women will be grinding with the hand mill; one will be taken and the other left." "Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come." (Matthew 24:36, 40 & 42)

one thing for sure, i cant wait for Christ's secong coming, but no more tears please :( if it is your will Lord. these signs creeps me out at the same time but it all depends on what YOU believe in with all your heart.

http://www.allaboutjesuschrist.org/Second-Coming-Of-Christ.htm

thank you for listening, bloggie :) hugs.
p/s : i love you Jesus!

smell jealousy

done, for now. i shall continue my fructose and galactose metabolism after blogging. yeay.

ever wondered why on earth one has to study, get that scroll, sigh through the pace of working life, tie the knot, say those vows, comb their kids hair, shop till they drop dead-poor for their child's wedding, buy chocs for their grandchild, bla bla bla to complete life's cycle? well, i always did and still am. lameness.

wouldnt it be easier and fun-filled if all i have to do is flip the pages of those friggin thick books to acquire knowledge, to pass my exams with flying colours. woooohoooo. well, i shall continue dreaming then. l0l. babi-ness. but truly, wouldnt it be easier?? mom!! :(

currently, im hating my life. want to delete FB like SOOOOO now! but of course, they'll kill me. damn. wth is wrong with that idioTa? trying to proof something, eh? well, its not like that creature's gonna read this. but yesHHH me hate youuu! :S :S so what?? l0lll talk, bug, write as much as you can on her page. like i give a damn. l0l seriously, i dont. hahahaha mayb a lil then :P (woooooo i smell much jealousy. l0l what's happening woman?)

just the right song. what do you want from ME?? bullsh**. get lost. haha wow, its nice to get mean :) kikikikiki. yeah, hope you get hit by the lorry. nahh, not just any lorry. but the ones which transports bricks. so you'll die right on the spot. hehehehe. omgggg meany!! nahh, nevermind, just at least you fracture your hand la. thank you. :D LOLL irritating bug hahahaha (i shall stop cursing now, since my mid sem is in a week's time, i dont wanna screw it, like you gonna screw your life)

okay now, that is not me. l0l but a fren of mine was narrating. hehe but i wanna get REALLY mean someday too. yeay! like, whats up with the angelic behaviour right? nah again, not me. LOL never am, but trying me best, a halo on my head :D hehe..

anyways, lemme present you, ADAM LAMBERT!! geee. he knows singing, he knows eye liner! l0ll like better then most of the girls. feeeewit!!

click http://www.lyricsoncall.com/lyrics/adam-lambert/whataya-want-from-me-lyrics.html for the video and lyrics :D

take care bloggie, till i come visiting you again. l0l signs of depression. how pathetic. haha. cha0.

she sings

(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.)

From This Moment On - Shania Twain

From this moment life has begun

From this moment you are the one

Right beside you is where I belong

From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed

I live only for your happiness

And for your love I'd give my last breath

From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart

Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start

You and I will never be apart

My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live

I will love you, I promise you this

There is nothing I wouldn't give

From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love

And you're the answer to my prayers from up above

All we need is just the two of us

My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live

I will love you, I promise you this

There is nothing I wouldn't give

From this moment

I will love you as long as I live

From this moment on

a week

wow, it was really a massive one, trust me.

so, i got to know few things..ahh actually, quite a number of things..l0l like shocking ones! and somethings i hope to complete by this week :) impossible right. haha

• i think i enjoyed my sisters' presence for the first time in my 19 plus years (no joke)
• my dad is PROUD of his white hair and sideburn (weird)
• my 2nd sis has a BF!! (like WTH!!) l0l pretty lame, she met him in fb..SO lame.
• i have a crush. damn
• he's cute. damn
• i know. like DAMN!!
• gotta go for a hair cut (toooooooooooo long)
• finish both my biochem assignments (dream on)
• book a flight ticket to bali! (esp for snorkeling)
• change room (yep, serious)
• try munching on some fruits (constipation prevention :D )
• call parents as they are complaining MUCH :(
• pray for my sunday school kids (x0x0)
• study hard woman! (nods)
• run away from fb (never)
• kota bharu is SO not my place. food sucks. like yellow liquid?? boToh :P
• i hateeeeeeeeeeeeee CATS okay. bloody sis had good laughter seeing my dumbness running around. l0l
• should read often. vocab down the drain already!
• and studyy. l0l i missed that? hehe
• hair behind my ears! i don give a darn about NO peircing rules! yeayy at last, they can see my gorgeous peircings l0lxx. it is :P
• i should stop singing during the day as it is getting contagious during the night! :S :S
• try losing some pounds :S
• posting links instead of the idiotA lyrics which looks retarded :S
• prank daddy dearie at least once this month ( o yesHHH )

thats about it la i guess. O-M-G! and stop chatting with mad 'real man' he is getting really insane.

anyways, although HE is bald now :( he is CUTE! arggghh crushie, you took my breath away! sorry, but DAMNNN! l0l enough for today, ill dream about you later HAHA.

classes commencing tomorrow, me off to bed now :) niteyy.

found it

i can confidently now say i found MY purpose of blogging. besides fun and birdie promoting, its primarily coz of BOREDOM! omg i think im under a relatively high state of depression l0l. im in my room all alone (taylor swift's you belong with me) dying of hunger and theres nothing left for me to decently do. nope, not even on9! of course, besides crapping now. sigh..


just now was the peak. went to request for a room change, couldnt take the mess that im suppose to live with any longer. (bep's meet me halfway)


anyways, received a call from mel!! my junior from TARC, a-levels yeah. she was quite worried with the admission into a course, the availabilty, their minimum requirements and stuff. but what was running through my mind was, the amount of FUN that we had there. girls, hostel, sorority life kinda, its CRAZY l0l. like really really, you dont wanna know hehe. those were the days. gorgeous girls with beautiful hearts i've ever met.


what is nice about them is that they listen to you! as in me. LOL. i mean, isnt it nice when they come to you for advice, when all you do is crap and they go like, OMG that's awesome, why havent i thought of that, thank you thank you, x0x0. hahaha im dead if they read this. but nah, seriously, we had memorable time as a whole.

we smiled, we laugh, we sang, we partied, we sulked, we argued, we loved, we shared, we kissed, we sighed.. what lasted? the love and care :) x0x0 sweethearts!

learning pyramid

and how cool can this pyramid get? l0l well most of the time, in a typical classroom setting, students are involved only passively in learning, like listening to the lecturer, looking at the occasional overhead slide, and reading (when required) the text book. what is amazing is that research shows that such passive involvement generally leads to a limited retention of knowledge by students.



hehe now i can skip class whenever i feel like because, hey dad, take at a look at this pyramid :D most probably ill get barred by the uni l0l.



today was a little frustrating when we received a news that we dont OWN a class of our own. how pathetic right. sigh.. we gotta fight against the nucleus!! which reminds me simple plan's, me against the world. SOO true for my batch right now..

Me Against The World

We're not gonna be

Just apart of their game

We're not gonna be

Just the victims

They're taking our dreams

And they tear them apart

'til everyone's the same

I've got no place to go

I've got no where to run

They love to watch me fall

They think they know it all

I'm a nightmare, a disaster

That's what they always said

I'm a lost cause, not a hero

But I'll make it on my own

Me against the world

It's me against the world

We won't let them change

How we feel in our hearts

We're not gonna let them control us

We won't let them shove

All their thoughts in our heads

And we'll never be like them

Now I'm sick of this waiting

So come on and take your shot

You can spit all your insults

But nothing you say is gonna change us

You can sit there and judge me

Say what you want to

We'll never let you in

We'll never fall in line

I'll make it on my own

WE against AIMST

valentine!

i know i shouldn't be blogging right now but im dead tired to study, eat, bathe or even get up from this chair. l0l so i decided, to crap! yeay. anyways the day started early as i had to wear punjabi suit as my friends demanded, god knows why. it was pretty cool to dress up for classes, in AIMST, hell yeah.

what was actually crazy, cross that and make it insane, was back to back classes from 8am up to 1pm. omg wth was on our class rep's mind thinking that we could all mug up in that 5 hours! sigh. for lunch at 1 was pretty bad with flies and left over foods. after all that complaining, came a beautiful thing.

as we were yawning endlessly till our jaw started hurting, few consecutive knocks on the door was heard. damn there were the hot guys standing with mesmerizing smiles on their faces. but too bad, usually they wouldn't give a darn to juniors :S l0l anyways they continued walking through the aisle..(shut it, wont you!) they started calling few names and on their hands were valentine gifts! like wooohooo!! alright save it, i knew i wouldnt receive one, not from anyone at aimst, at least :P

ja***** ? he called. wow there went my head and subsequently my hair spinning like a tornado LOLLL then he handed me TWO of the gifts..weeeee!! i thought. haha funniest part was when i read the note attached. **would you be my valentine? i promise to love you all my life and ill be like the plain white Ts singing, hey there delilah, to buy us bread everyday. come away, fly with me**

alright, come back to earth. none of that was true. or will it ever happen in this life time l0l. just from the part of the asterisks :) so what? i still received two delicious WHITE chocs from my girl friends yeayy :D l0l it meant lots to me to see them spend some penny and time to actually participate on this thingy while i did nothing. sigh. o wait! i did dedicate kris allen's live like we're dying to those gorgeous pieces hehe. and the whole uni heard it :D

later while printing lecture notes in the CC, we came across this dude with LONGG lashes. it was so coarse and long!! how dare he beat my lashes? haha yeah right. that was one. ermm later we showed some support to our batch mates as they were incharge with some fund raising food sale. what's ridiculous was, they were raising $$ for prom! like wth right? talking about the prom, no final decision from my side, considering my prom, dressing and the total cost.

after dinner, here i am spending some time with my senior roomy who's gonna leave by march :( i love her much for who she IS. like when the fan was on fire just few days back, all she thought was to wake me up from sleep and say..JJ see!! what am i suppose to do?? and i went like, off the fan..SWEETHEART!! yes, she is that adorable :)

alright then, i think im up for a movie now, aadhavan she proposed. hope it comes with subtitles. PLZZ! so yeah, keep safe and god bless! :)
happy advanced valentine day!! :))

Live like we're dying

Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up

we're hiding behind skin that's too tough

how come we don't say I love you enough

till it's to late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come

we could make a feast from these crumbs

and we're all staring down the barrel of a gun

so if your life flashed before you

what would you wish you would've done

Yeah... gotta start

lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here

this is all we got and we gotta start pickin it

every second counts on a clock that's tickin'

gotta live like we're dying

We only got86 400 seconds in a day to

turn it all around or throw it all away

we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em

while we got the chance to say

gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies

who would you call with your last goodbyes

should be so careful who we live out our lives

so when we long for absolution

there'll no one on the line

We never know a good thing till it's gone

you never see a crash until it's head on

all those people right when we're dead wrong

you never know a good thing till it's gone

note to God

what would you do if the doctor said you've got only 2 months left to live? well, im not a sick girl mentally or physically ( besides this idiotic cough thats bugging my life for almost a month! ) to actually think about those stuffs, but it was a question shot to me by my senior roomy. of course, i did burst out laughing and she said, no seriously.

ermm then i thought. what would the disease be? would i first cry to myself in pain? would i instead, be happy that ill leave this cruel world? what would it be like? besides my family and friends' sympathy, would there be any empathy left? i wonder. l0l come on! im gonna die and all you can do is cry for me? sigh.. but i know for sure, a warm big bear hug will make it ALL okay.

then came the question, what will i do, she asked. FLIRT!! i said. l0ll she was like WTH? i said, yeah, why not? well if all your life you've said NO to guys, for two months seriously, why NOT? besides that, i may do stuffs that has high possibility to cause death :) an early one you see. hehe.

but my deepest heart desire as all my friends know is KIDS, CHILDREN, BRATS.. whatever you call them, they're still a pie. like the sweetest thing on earth, for me. awww, how can i leave this world without having one of my own?? noooooo! :( sperm bank? nah, 2 months left. adopting? wth is gonna take care of that treasure once i leave? sobs.. maybe that is my only fear, to not feel what my parents felt when we, siblings were given to them by God. to see us grow, right from the moment we opened our eyes right up to time we yell at them for not letting us do what we want as an 'adult' .

gosh.. would i have to miss all that fun? hopefully not :S l0l, even if i have to, i know He has a plan for me already. so no worries girl :)

now i think im selfish for only considering, ME, MYSELF and I. how pathetic can it get. what about changing something for bettter in this world that God has placed me in. am i just gonna be 'another' girl who was born into this world and left in the same manner?? noooooo! i dont want to be one. well, there's much possible to do and one of it is a note to God. praying and surrendering everything at His feet. which reminds me of this song sang by gorgeous charice.

Note to God

If I wrote a note to God

I would speak what's in my soul

I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away

For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God

I'd pour my heart out on each page

I'd ask for war to end

and for peace to mend this world

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong

On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

I'd say please help us find a way

End all the bitterness, put some tenderness

in our hearts

Grant us the faith to carry on

Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone

Cause it seems like so much is going wrong

On this road we're on

charice, a teenage filipino sang this beautiful song. she went through loadza trials herself as a child. try google :) keep safe and uh huh.. what will you do to make a difference?

surprised??

hey there.. l0ll i know i know. ridiculous yet true. im gonna start it ALL over again. why? ermm for fun :) anyways, as an early warning, l0l im gonna flood it with all the beautiful songs out there i know of. and, of course some weird random craps which i come across along the way!

so have fun and keep safe :)